Complexity

2010-06-13T22:52:00.001+08:00

Period is a killer.*Ouch!=(

2010-06-12T10:07:00.002+08:00

its quite sad when things ended up this way ... =)

2010-05-22T23:33:00.003+08:00

have had such hectic & chaotic time with school n workfinally a weekend to myself after consecutive weeks n months of burnt weekenddone with 6 modules, 2 more to go.school's starting in 4days timefinal round and done with my dip!time really flies.1 more week to go n half a year will be gone.much had happened in this past 1/2 year.sad to say, all the bad n negative stuffs.'ve seen n learn many

2010-05-07T00:01:00.001+08:00

Picture the futureno matter what it takeshow tough its gonna bei must..andI CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i need lotsa oil plszzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz-.-zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2010-05-03T01:41:00.002+08:00

even when harsh reality forces me out of this comfort zone im so used to havingi know, im not at all prepared for all thesestill a child at heartthe fear is overwhelmingits time to grow upits time to be an adulti wish i could really do sobut who could understand the level of stress im facingbreaking apart inside myself, struggling so terribly hardwho can i turn to n lean upon onwhere can i hide

2010-04-11T12:46:00.002+08:00

Thinking back on our pastIt brought back hell loads of happy memoriesLooking through all these shits nowDo u feel the pain like how i do?With all these hurting truth.Things will never be the same again.

2010-03-30T16:00:00.002+08:00

2 days MC.Been lazing around for the whole day.Im suppose to pack for K.L But...damn lazy... So... laters. Hahas.I feel really contented to have just you by my side.=)

2010-03-28T21:31:00.002+08:00

Done and over with expo sales.Exhausted and muscles aching all over.Feeling sick already. =(I hope not.Its official off for tomorrowBUT i still gotta be back in officeWHAT THE FUCK!Im really speechless.Seriously.I feel damn depressed with all these shits.Whatever.

2010-03-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hectic week ahead..Battery going flat..=(Been thinking alot latelyThis is so even tiring...Mental tireness is so much worst then being tired physically.Im getting very emo.N i hate feeling this way.

2010-03-01T17:24:00.002+08:00

Really damn sian.I wanna go home NOW and chill out with alcohols.FML!

2010-02-28T12:22:00.003+08:00

Y did i allow myself to get so super distracted during that week?Sigh... Whatever it is, i've only got myself to blame for this.I felt guilty for throwing tantrums when being questionedCoz i know, i didnt put in my best at all.But i just couldnt help but to defend myself using that sorta ways coz im already feeling so lousy.=((I know i needa work on my self discipline again very much.Im losing

2010-02-19T13:00:00.002+08:00

10 years..N now, you feel so much like a stranger to meI no longer know youDo you feel what im feelingI wonderThe pain battling deep withinIs crashing everything up

2010-02-16T12:24:00.002+08:00

How should i describe this?Disappointment?Not exactly.When the world is filled of nothing but ugly truthYou know clearly deep downTheres no one else to trust but yourself.

2010-02-13T13:03:00.002+08:00

I dont have any CNY moodI think CNY is so super lameMy papers are gonersPrepared for the sub papersIve got so much to doBut im so super duper lazyThey are coming over tonight for drinking sessionYEAYYYYYYYYYY!!!

2010-01-29T16:18:00.003+08:00

I think i had done something terribly wrong.Fuck It.Im really back to my old self.But why do i feel so fucked.Coz at this age, i know its wrong to do all these?I dono.Slap me!I deserve it.GODDAMN SHIT!

2010-01-27T13:44:00.001+08:00

I feel so damn irritated by some ppl.Very very very very much.

2010-01-02T14:42:00.002+08:00

All i could do is to Grind my teethFight back these tearsBrave through the painsAnd stand as strong as possible.is this really metoo much into self-denial with all these fucking insanitiesi wish somebody could just take me away..far away from herei wish so much for everything to endi hate it when tears start swelling up any moment any wherei hate and fear how badly this is hurting every single

2009-12-05T18:32:00.003+08:00

EXTREME MOODSWINGS!!!Got up from the wrong side of bed.Im suppose to work on my stats exercises But end up rotting for the whole dayDamn!

2009-11-29T12:15:00.003+08:00

I realise its been some times since i last blog decentlyHell loads of shits happened and are still happeningGotten my results for last term papers.B for Biz Mgmt II and C for Mktg & Pdtn MgmtI could have score better if only i started mugging earlierSo.. that shall be the case for this term.I gotta learn to love my books starting now. hahs.Work is in a terrible messCausing me to be in an extreme

2009-11-29T11:26:00.000+08:00

2009-11-22T15:53:00.002+08:00

Im not gonna be afraid of whats ahead.Im just afraid of feeling this way.

2009-11-14T15:23:00.002+08:00

“ I’m tired of being sad. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of feeling empty inside. I’m tired of feeling worthless. I’m tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of feeling crazy. I’m tired of being alone. I’m tired of yelling. I’m tired of pretending. I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I’m tired of missing things. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of remembering. I’m tired of wishing

2009-11-13T09:16:00.000+08:00

2009-11-07T23:38:00.002+08:00

I guess I just got lost being someone elseI tried to kill the pain, nothing ever helpedI left myself behind somewhere along the wayHoping to come back around to find myself somedayI'll never find my heart behind someone elseI'll never see the light of day living in this cellIt's time to make my way into the world i knewSo i can shine with my own light, let me be myself

2009-11-05T20:00:00.001+08:00

2009-11-05T19:53:00.002+08:00

"No matter how much i feel, im not gonna let it out. If i have to cry, im gonna cry on the inside. If i have to bleed, i'll bruise. If my heart starts going crazy, im not gonna tell everyone in the world about it. It doesnt help anything. It just makes everyone's life worse.""But if you are burying your feelings deep inside you, you won't really be you, will you?"

2009-11-04T10:29:00.002+08:00

"Why do beautiful songs make you sad?""Because they aren't true""Never?""Nothing is beautiful and true."

2009-11-01T18:45:00.003+08:00

2009-10-31T20:10:00.002+08:00

2009-10-31T19:29:00.003+08:00

I've lost all interests in life.Including my love for shoppings.The only interest kept - boozing.I've been trying hard to keep myself busy.To stop my thoughts from wandering.Despite feeling exhausted at the end of every day.Insomnia refuse to leave me still.I feel trapped.I dont know what exactly went wrong.I dont know what exactly i am upset about.Everything's in a terrible mess.Everything's

2009-10-30T12:36:00.002+08:00

2009-10-24T00:18:00.003+08:00

Exams' over! FINALLY!Im really, totally stressed out during this periodFirst with assignments then examinationsOf cause, work adds on.Been staying home for going 2 months alreadyOMG.I cant believe it please!Biz mgmt II papers was still ok. But mktg & production paper was fuck shit!I wrote rubbish for pratically all questions.So, am prepared for sub-papers already.GOD BLESS ME.:(Enjoying my vodka

2009-09-29T15:20:00.002+08:00

What happens when communication fails?Distance widen.When it's getting from bad to worst.I dont know how long is this gonna last.

2009-09-28T15:37:00.002+08:00

First time in my lifeI stayed home for THREE consecutive weekendsInclusive of this coming weekend, it'll be forth.N im really going hell crazy working on assignments.Marketing's done. Now left Biz Mgmt. :(Im going to be thoroughly wiped out by all these shits.Work and School. Assigments and coming exams.Fucking stress and lethargic please!Work is getting extremely terrible. God bless me.Right

2009-09-08T09:59:00.002+08:00

i am so very super duper ultra extreme lethargic!!!my eyes are damn red n puffy..im falling into deep sleep anytime nowbut there are plenty of work waiting to be done stillfucking shit!ARGHHH!Give me a cup of hot mocha and fags please..

2009-09-02T15:34:00.013+08:00

Your Name Comes from SaturnYou are a hard worker, and you take your responsibilities seriously.Some people may find you to be cold, but your sense of humor is hard to pick up on at first.You have always been an old soul, and you tend to be the teacher in most relationships.You are often too hard on yourself but only because you are trying to be the best person

2009-08-25T20:31:00.002+08:00

My vodka pear that was bought more then 6 months agowas left untouched till dateSo.. im now drinking it with 7uptastes good. much better then with plain water.that was fuck. hah.looking at all my picsFrom Batam to Bintan to Birthdaes and all the miscsi find my smiles all so fucking fake.With practically all the same facial expressions.So sickening.Somebody... SLAP MEIm seeing my beloved this

2009-08-25T14:01:00.002+08:00

1 day per week...less then 10 hours...i just need u to be there during my lowest pointu dont have to say nor do anythingbut your presence will be my best comforti feel so emotionally unstable right nowbut what i yearn for is never neari tried to hold backi tried to be strongi tried to fight these alonei tried, i struggled n i failed. i started losing more each dayi never meant to stop you from

2009-08-24T14:59:00.003+08:00

Been feeling so duper stressed and vexedWhile i start planning for my futureWorrying about the job im holding on currentlyAnd then every lil thing adds onI hate the way im feelingBugged by insecuritiesDrained, emotionallyThoughts, that wiped me out totally:'''((I wish to go back to 3 years old, so very much..

2009-08-11T14:41:00.002+08:00

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2009-08-05T14:35:00.001+08:00

S B S !!!!

2009-08-02T19:32:00.014+08:00

Midnight @ Illuma - FilmgardeThis show's so damn fucking gross! I was eating hotdog bread when the show started, n the very first part was abt this guy plunged to death from 7th storey, lying in a pool of blood with bones sticking out. Super duper disgusting! TURNED OFF LEH! N thats just ONLY the beginning.ALAS. I almost wanted to puke my intestines out after the whole show!Before that....Muji

2009-07-31T14:33:00.004+08:00

Been thinking abt alot latelyAbout the past and everythingAll the years in SACGood and bad times.How i really really really misses them. :(Then life in BishanThough only 2 short years.But still, memories are always there.Friends, come and go.Good or bad, i wont forget.(yes even people i detest)Relationships one after another, like a railway track.Some of which i dont even remember.(maybe i just

2009-07-23T10:36:00.002+08:00

I want to go on tour so muchTo shop eat shop eat shop eat like crazy!I know M'sia will be having their great sales next month.I wish to go so badlyBut.. aiyah i dont know what i'm worrying about also.Siao.Cb pat keep tempting meI WANT to go HongKong end of year!!!So. Need to start saving and planning soon.+(Its been 'bout 2 weeks i last took cab.N i really manage to save so damn much!YEAH! *Star

2009-07-15T11:04:00.003+08:00

Apparently, the phone i wanted no longer in market already.So.. i decided on....THIS - Samsung Ultra Touch.HEHES!Wet weather this morningN my feet are soakedYucks.Feeling cold...I so wanna sleep now.(z_z)

2009-07-03T13:46:00.002+08:00

=(I really really really need to take good care of my skin starting nowAge, weather, stress and many other factorsAre causing my skin to aged so even fasterN of coz, main factor - Laziness.I used to have really nice skin (not being bhb, but true)But now... sigh.. slap myself lah!=(

2009-06-25T16:30:00.002+08:00

I DREAD GOING WORK SO MUCH.. =(Im late everyday coz i refuse to get up until 7.30 - 7.45Sux.I need to find back the motivationBut aiyah, hard lah!Sigh..

2009-06-18T15:46:00.002+08:00

im gonna crawl home after meeting laterthis is the max i can tahan alreadyi think im gonna faint any minute soon..;'(

2009-06-17T09:42:00.003+08:00

My throat hurts like fuckIts as rough as sandpaper now.Plus, the itch just refuse to go awayMake my throat worst only!Then all the others in the pack comes.Fever. Flu. Body like tau hui. =(I hope im not having any h1n1 virus. HAS.Office aircon is crazyIm freezing like fuckFeverish on the outsideI dont know if its just aircon or fever lahI just feel so awfully terribleI feel like dying pls.I hate

2009-06-16T10:17:00.003+08:00

I feel so sian of everythingSian of workSian of peopleSian of whatever happensI dont want to bother anymore.Sian of bothering so muchN then upset myself even more.Stupid!Its better to be like how i wasDo whatever i wantWithout giving a single damn to whatever things/ppl aroundCarefree!I realised over the yearsI've lost not only my soul,But also my genuine happiness.Is that part of life in this

2009-06-15T15:51:00.000+08:00

离开不会太悲伤有些心情该释放直到眼泪它自己落下才发现骗不了自己其实很爱你现在学着去遗忘躲开有你的地方回忆被谁放在书架上把他从最高的地方落下感动越是深刻寂寞就越伤人每个人的心里都会有一段伤痕像白纸的天真仿佛被你伤得好深相爱不需要理由离开也没有理由挽留

2009-06-15T14:21:00.002+08:00

Monday Blues...I feel like leaving office now for a relaxing & lazy afternoon out.I just have got this super strong urge to.Whatever u wanna say nor do, its all up to you.No point repeating things over n over again for years.Just do what u want.When accepting me for who i amSeemed to be the hardest choresWhen comes to comprehending with myselfYou never use your heart to.Imagine the

2009-05-21T10:43:00.002+08:00

Don't humans get tired & sian of faking to pass their damn life?Is there nothing more meaningful for them to do or just why?Don't they feel disgusted with their acts?Or with the guilt that lingers within?No, not at all?Yucks!It gets really hard to trust in this new age of life.Never trust a smiling cat, especially.Im going for set up after lunch.Start of my tormenting days in few hrs' time.Crocs

2009-05-19T13:00:00.003+08:00

FINALLY.I dusted my super duper ultra dusty keyboard,with the very cute winnie the pooh keyboard-duster my colleague bought. =)It looked more like a keyboard for use nowthen some random antique stuffs being kept away for long.I hope i wont regret turning down SQ ticket to BKK as my birthday gift.I HOPE I REALLY REALLY WONT!!!!DAMN SWINE FLU LAH!CB.Im feeling downright emo lately.I dont know y.I

2009-05-18T14:16:00.001+08:00

IM FUCKING PISSED !!!FUCKING TU LAN !!!FUCK OFF !!!

2009-05-13T12:56:00.002+08:00

Busy busy busyIm too busy to update nowadays.My house is still renovating.I got difficulties getting out sometimes.N then, i became so lazy to.So. I ended up rotting at home with books & tvs.-.-Work is very not ok.Super stress.Lack of proper sleep.Feeling duper fainty.At least, i didnt faint outside.I think i nearly did when im out for lunch earlier.Whats happening.Cb.I so wanna burst into tears

2009-04-21T13:25:00.002+08:00

Communicationseems to be toughest yet the weakest.Dont love blindly.Its a turn off to feel the opp of what u said.Comprehend me.Is that so fucking difficult for you to do so!?

2009-04-20T18:44:00.005+08:00

Think with your mindFeel with your soulSpeak with your heartThat's all that ever will matters.

2009-04-15T18:29:00.000+08:00

I dont know.I dont know.I dont know.What.Tell me!!!I FUCKING HATE IT OK!ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-14T13:50:00.005+08:00

I've been eating like a glutton ever since my trip to Bintan!N i think im fucking fat again now! DAMN!Dont know whats wrong with my body systemBut there seems to be a problemNow, my period is not here yet for the monthThat's so very late already.Tampines 1 over the last weekendCOOL!!!3 cheers for all the fashion brands & food there!!!As reported umpteen timesMany brands were brought in to the

2009-04-09T23:00:00.056+08:00

IM BACK!The trip was fantastic! *Thumbs*3 days passes like 30 hours.Thats how much we enjoyed ourself.Prices of activities there were so damn steepSo we didnt join anyBut still, we really had fun. =) Not gonna upload all the pics coz i think blogger will hang on me by then (got too many!)So, wait for friendster to be okN i shall upload there.Friendster sucks big time seriously.Its always not

2009-04-02T18:35:00.002+08:00

Another 25 mins!!!!Omg omg omg omg omg!!!I cant wait!My ass & legs got millions of ants crawling all over already.BWAH!

2009-04-01T18:03:00.002+08:00

Im freaking bored.1 more hr.FUCK.Im sibei restless already!Its only 1st today.N im already fucking hell BROKE!After paying this that that this.WTF!GIVE ME MONEY! WHOEVER!*zzzzz*

2009-03-31T16:32:00.001+08:00

UPDATES.My heart pumped so hard it nearly flew right out of my mouth earlier!OH FUCK!OH GOD!I so wanna SCREAM.N, i think my mgr's a lil lose up there today.Seriously. Very.I feel like tugging her hair so much!ARGH!Another call tmr morningOMFG.Im really afraid.Of i-dont-know-what.I guess that's how much confidence i have in myself.There'r just so much i wanna share with you.

2009-03-31T15:13:00.001+08:00

One after anotherThings happened.Sighs.I dont know.After so muchIm seriously immune to things around me.Words or actions whatever.I cant feel a thing anymore i realised.Why. Why like that.I'm like a feelingless creature now.Better dont come near.I dont wanna freeze u all to death.Is this how it feels when your heart stopped surviving.Im shivering now.Sudden coldness.OMFG.Im gg for my 1st call at

2009-03-30T16:23:00.002+08:00

Im feeling all so emo right now.Boring Monday blues.Wanna blog abt alot of thingsBut im too lazy to.So, forget it.I just wanna announce sth.My collegue said im slimer already!!!3 CHEERS FOR ME!Ok, done.

2009-03-28T17:56:00.003+08:00

Hangover.Omg terrible.I feel like slapping myself.Was so drunk last night but thank God, i managed to get home in 1 piece.Im not going back Ginza anymore.At least for a period of time.I recalled i puked in the middle of nowhere while WALKING to the toiletOMFG!N there were so many ppl thereFucking embarrassing pls!ARGH!I wanna slap myself again.I just wanna say.GIVE ME PEACE PLEASE.

2009-03-27T16:15:00.000+08:00

I feel like 1 living corpse nowMoving around like deadBrains stop functioningMouth stop eatingI only need my booze & fags to stay aliveEnough.Had a lil talk with my mgr earlier, pertaining to ytd matterShe's out to play mind games with me againN what can you expect from somebody whose mind is too dead to responseSo, yeah. What can i sayShe's right.. i wont wanna do things so mundane everydayI

2009-03-26T17:58:00.003+08:00

I feel damn super extremely mixed up.Is this a joy or sth bad.After some calming down.Idk.I guess its something not that bad after all? But im too over unhappy with the other concernsYou r the very 1st person i wish to share this piece of news withSO MUCH.But hah.Fuck It.

2009-03-26T16:16:00.004+08:00

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2009-03-24T13:43:00.002+08:00

MC today.My headache was so terrible it bugged me till this morning.N i've got fever too. =(Waited 1.5 hours for the doctor. Arghh!Anyway, Dr. said its cos of Sinus.My god. I didnt even know i have Sinus!I thought i just got super sensitive nose, thats all.But i didnt know it was that serious, till now.So he explained that due to lack of oxygen going into my brainI'll always end up with headaches

2009-03-23T18:42:00.002+08:00

I had a super long long long dream last night.I dreamt of my late grandfather, my family & relatives, my pri & sec schoolmatesI dreamt of mel & youCant exactly remember what the dream was aboutBut it lasted i think, throughout my whole sleepThat maybe is y despite sleeping early, i still overslept this morning. =

2009-03-23T12:46:00.002+08:00

Damn.Terrible headache.I feel as if my head will be ripped apart any minute.Fuck it!!!!!!I want go bang the wall!!!

2009-03-22T13:35:00.007+08:00

Saturday:-Career fair with Ongling-Starbucks-Meet up with Sa-Hoegarden-Talks-Strolled down Raffles Shopping Centre-Spinelli-Laughs-Crapped-Cabbed down Ginza-Cards Games-Talks-Booze blast-Home-Maggie-ZZZWas browsing through my super old pics on Multiply.Damn! I freaking miss my HAIR!!!And the SHAPE of my face.I look like a distorted egg now.. fuk!See... Those were the days...I seriously need to

2009-03-19T12:47:00.004+08:00

Maybe.Things will be better for both sides this way.i guess...Im going for JobsDB career fair this weekend.Lets hope there will be better career advancements available.Looking back.I've been rather slack with life.Time to buck up.Many things not accomplish yet.1st) Gonna get a driving license by year end 2nd) Gonna start furthering my studies3rd) REALLY needa start saving for rainy daysN lastly,

2009-03-13T13:48:00.002+08:00

Are things gonna end this way.Just like that.Appts. off tonight.I shall go drink by myself.Pray i will be able to crawl home after that.Badly Injured.So much so, im already feelingless.Bye world.

2009-03-12T12:32:00.002+08:00

2 more days to goI shall be good & endureI need help.I think i need a psychiatrist.Seriously.

2009-03-10T15:10:00.002+08:00

Listen with your heartFeel with your soulDont leave me with decisionsWe both will hateIm drained enough.What more do u want.Do u ever know what i needed most!?Do u ever know what i wanted most!?Im so super sick of all these shits.Dont lie that you won't.I dont know how & what now.I just feel so damn lost.I need time.To get over ALL these.Before i suffer from a terrible breakdown.Its really,

2009-03-04T18:42:00.002+08:00

Many shits happened.Whatever it is.Super busy, i dont even have time to blog.Gg home soon. *Thumbs*IM FUCKING STRESSED UP.ANDI FEEL FUCKING LETHARGIC.Heated emos.Yet nobody understands. Nobody bothers.It feels so even worst, when you r one of them.

2009-02-25T18:45:00.003+08:00

Stop the bleedingsTake the pains away I just wanna be in my own world now.goodbyes.drinkdrinkdrink.

2009-02-22T19:16:00.004+08:00

Super tiring weekend.Friday:-lunch at tamp-vivo-retail therapy-dinner-home-ecp-awful supper @ hkg cafe-drinks & chilled-home-COMASaturday:-woke up past noon-mdis open hse (sucked)-light dinner @ cwp-S.H.E-slacked ard-drinks & chilled-supper-home-COMAFinally.Got to rest at home for the whole of today.Work tmr. Sigh.How long can things last this way.When at times, it seems like we are miles apart.

2009-02-19T13:02:00.002+08:00

Struggled with myself again this morningI hope to fall really sick soonSo i can officially get myself 2 days MC w/o feeling guiltyEverything seems so meaningless now.Life seems so dead.Im just like a walking corpse.I need something to numb myself.Dozens of booze & fags please.Cheer me up, make me feel happy.

2009-02-18T10:23:00.002+08:00

Didnt wanna go work this morningBut finally after much thoughtsI struggled n dragged myself to work. z_zSuch good girl right. hahas.My eyes keep wanting to shut now. Omg. 2 more days to my long weekend.N it seems like 2 months to me. =(Then... early in the morning...I got tricked by our co-worker in China fatory AGAINARGHHHHHHH. WHY!!!!!!!This is so irritating! FUCK.SO NOT FUNNY.My weekend is

2009-02-17T15:27:00.003+08:00

Marche for dinner tonightBut im right now craving for subway -_-"Part of me feels lighter nowAft the "chilling" session during lunchI guess im back on track nowSo, decides to further my dip in biz managementBut i HATE to do it ALONE lah.so lonely... =(who interested to do this course also PLS TEXT ME!Though things are consider ok nowI still feel agitated easilyIdky.

2009-02-16T16:22:00.004+08:00

IM HAVING SUPER BAD CRAVE FOR MARCHE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!who wanna go eat with me?*zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*Monday blues...Moodless.

2009-02-13T14:38:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i feel...- not a single person alive understands me- nobody knows what im thinking abt 99% of the time- ppl doesnt bother to digest words from me- take things for granted when im nice to themAnd sometimes, i feel its always happening all the time.Why.Over the years, i changed.I curbed my temper to the very extreme minimal.I no longer resort to violence.Attitude problems hardly exist.I

2009-02-12T15:32:00.002+08:00

Been feeling rather emo latelyIdky. Period? Hopefully.Things seem to be all ok on surface for me.But in actual fact, its so not very.Been thinking quite alot these days.ARGHHHH! I feel like killing!Time is so not enough for me already.N its gonna be worst now.M i just lousy at juggling stuffs or what.Why do i feel SO suffocated.I thought i should feel happy that my wish finally comes true?Why am

2009-02-10T11:09:00.002+08:00

I found many many old school english songs on this websiteI found many many songs that i wanted for the longest time but just cant findI can't download them now 'coz im in officeBut its very ok. Im not gonna complain. Hahas.It feels really nice listening to songs that i'd always love.N It makes me a happy girl! =)HEHS!

2009-02-05T18:49:00.002+08:00

I felt worst like shitThank god there'r million of stuffs for me to rush & clear To keep me busy for 9 hoursFought back the tears really really hardI tried not to think abt itBut somehow my heart just starts aching againPuffy eyes, heartaches, feeling giddy, gastricAll & all everything just make me feel so worstThings are once again built on liesLies that lead to such miseriesFilled up with

2009-02-04T17:49:00.001+08:00

DISAPPOINMENTmuch as i expected...

2009-02-03T09:35:00.002+08:00

I had serious 'bad eye' day todayThat causes me to be damn late for work. Cb.I feel like taking leave to just laze around at home for as much as i like.But i cant 'oz I need money. So i gotta work. Fuck.Havent been resting good & enough ever since like... weeks before CNY?IM REALLY SUPER DUPER ULTRA ULTRA TIRED ALREADY KNOW!!!!Im craving for delifrance breakies. N Cafe Cartel's too.I needa stop

2009-02-02T15:57:00.002+08:00

Dept. lunch at Spring Court sucked big time!Im barely full and the food are omfg C.M.I lah.N its only 4 now.. 3 more hrs to go..My stomach is already protesting!ARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

2009-02-01T15:07:00.002+08:00

Friday Night - Had our reunion dinner at Villa BaliIts all Thai & Indian food there, and we had mainly Thai food.Food is ok, but some dishes were so very salty. OMG.Chilled after dinner, drank a little over at their bar.Then, went down to Clinic2nd round of drinkings, Burborn! My LIKE!! HAHA!Mel was so troublesome!She kept wanting to change place, from sofa to wheelchair, then from wheelchair

2009-01-30T16:44:00.005+08:00

Im going to Villa Bali for reunion dinner tonight. =)But im feeling so super duper sleepy. =(Bordom at work...!

2009-01-29T13:36:00.004+08:00

Back to work after a week's breakFeeling so lazy, my eyes are already closing by now.Angbaos collection this year are rather disappointing.As usual, everywhere were closed for that few daysSo that just adds on to the bordom i already was feelingWent for shi sha on the night of CNY eve.I had peach flavour. And also tried a little of grape & strawberry.It was so not nice. The taste is like so weird

2009-01-28T22:47:00.003+08:00

HELLOS.the very first thing firstI CUT MY HAIR SHORT!N i'm starting to miss my long hair now. =(I CHANGE MY SKIN TOO.Kinda plain huh? But nvm. I want it to be just simple.Credits to Ongling for helping me with it. Thx! =)Im too tired to blog already and my headache is so fucking terrible! ARGH!Just upload the pictures i have for CNY first and i'll blog again soon.BYES.Me & Ching Ah SengCNY Day

2009-01-21T10:16:00.003+08:00

chinatown last eveningit was only Tues and its already like that packedthank god we manage to squeeze out for some fresh air before we die there then when we were abt to go over to the other streetwe passed by this aunty along the pavement selling pok-pok!!!OMG!!! once she went.. "lai POK-POK"str8 away I u-turn back to her, grinning to myself like a damn idiot. HAHAS.so excited can!!! i seldom

2009-01-20T15:24:00.004+08:00

met up with mel for dinner at blu' jaz last eveningoh boy! super awesome place pls!great food. great ambience.P E R F E C T .i so wanna go back there again!n this time, with pictures back~girls talks and some good laugh at silly random stuffsits been really long since i last felt this wayreally. thanks. =)quit taking things for granted before its all too late.things r gonna get outta control

2009-01-15T12:45:00.004+08:00

im feeling so lethargicfeeling the blues though its on a thursahah damn shit isnt ittime is always running outits never enough for meive got so much to dobut things are always left undonerandom.whats the fucking problem with me!where does it exactly lies in.seriously. idk.i just wish to sleep my way through.

2008-11-27T12:42:00.003+08:00

i want to have steamboat for dinneri want retail therapyi want to sleepzzzzzzzzzzzz